RANDOM THOUGHTS .
"If you're brave enough to say goodbye, life will reward you with a new hello."
Since young, i have never like socialising and even more so after i grew up. I even skipped the idea of hosting a party for my 21st birthday just to escape the agony of hosting different groups of people. Not to say that i have tons of friends, but the thought of how torturous it will be being a host just turns me off. And that's also probably why i hate departures as well.
How i always wish time will forever stay put, so i do not have to go through the torture of bidding farewells & meeting new people. I swear that thousands of my brain cells were killed every single time when trying to kickstart a new conversation with people i don't know. But it seems like the more you hate something, the more it will come to you. Hence, i choose to remain silent & aloof most of the time, which may seems anti-social, but it is actually a way to make parting less miserable. Even so, there's still something call "Fate", which is definitely beyond my control, and i do believe that people are fated to meet at certain points of their life. I may not be good in expressing myself verbally, but i really do treasure all my friends and is thankful that they appeared in my life, especially those who i am able to procrastinate and open myself to. I hope that we will never have to say good bye, but even if we really do, it will be "See You Soon " instead (simply cause i'm not brave enough for a goodbye).
Okay, enough of the sudden emo atmosphere, on a happier note, i am GOING TO TAIWAN, like a finally ! Though it's only a short 4D3N trip, but i am still equally happy simply cause it's my first ever taiwan trip and i am there to catch A-Lin's concert! Definitely cannot wait. Let's pray and hope everyday that I will be able to have my leave approved then due to undergoing changes that are going to take place real soon.
Someone with her "just woke up look".... Can't imagine life after she's gone.. T.T
Definitely excited for the trip, but not sure whether i am really looking forward to the arrival of January...
